So I went to school and through my experience, a teacher had sent a complaint to my parents that i was too quiet and that i felt irresponsive. Then today, i had gotten myself a lecture about how i lack communication with other people. It's been an issue for quite a time and i just have the state of feeling isolated and antisocial. Most of these are because i just think too much of what the worst would happen and that i feel like that if i have an opinion or belief that is rather outsider or rare to them, then they'd probably either feel weird, mock me or refuse to talk to me. I had an existential crisis after that and my self-esteem dropped harder than the stock market during the great depression.

I need to strive forward. I don't wanna be no Joker 2.0 .